Right now writing this blog, my first blog, it feels really weird to do so. Why? Because it just feels so unnatural to me. I have never written a blog in my entire life and it’s also fully English. As a non-native speaker I feel like I need to double check everything grammar wise because it’s not how I use to write. It feels like if I’m talking English to someone it doesn’t matter to much because that’s in the moment and this is maybe even forever! That and the thoughts that nobody cares what I’m writing here has hold me back to even start a blog for like maybe 8 years. I always wanted to express myself but I always felt very insecure about what people will actually think about me. That my opinion doesn’t matter because I doesn’t matter.

It’s still very hard right now to even write this blog but I don’t want to spend to much time on it overthinking the whole post. It just comes natural and if I will be doing this more often I will improve. Writing is a skill. I’m certain that this post alone contains some grammatical errors but I don’t really care! This also will be my journey to improve my writing skills.

This might be a short post but for me it might be the beginning of a new hobby or habit to write about what I want. This is not a website where I write about a specific thing that you all will be expecting. No, this is a website that kind is about me. Let’s be real. JustMeTom, Tom van den Ham, that’s me! And no, I will of course not write only about me because that is not what I want. I want to help people in any way that is possible. And I mean it! That’s my purpose in life.

This website is about expressing myself to the world. Helping people wherever I can. Giving advice, making tutorials, being a source of information, creating entertainment. I’m not trying to please everybody. I’m just being myself here. If you don’t like it, that’s okay! But this is who I truly am.

I’m just me Tom